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About The Book
A woman without a memory struggles to discover the truth about her past and her identity in this cerebral and dark thriller reminiscent of works by bestselling authors S.J. Watson and Ruth Ware.
I have no memory of what happened but I was told I killed my son. And you believe what your loved ones, your doctor and the police tell you, don't you? My name is Emma Cartwright. Three years ago I was Susan Webster, and I murdered my twelve-week-old son Dylan. I was sent to Oakdale Psychiatric Institute for my crime, and four weeks ago I was released early on parole with a new identity, address, and a chance to rebuild my tattered life. This morning, I received an envelope addressed to Susan Webster. Inside it was a photograph of a toddler called Dylan. Now I am questioning everything I believe because if I have no memory of the event, how can I truly believe he's dead? If there was the smallest chance your son was alive, what would you do to get him back?
Product Details
- Publisher: Atria/Emily Bestler Books (October 10, 2017)
- Length: 384 pages
- ISBN13: 9781501168833
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Raves and Reviews
"An outstanding and original thriller with a complex relationship between three women at its heart and an explosive conclusion."
– B.A. Paris, New York Times bestselling author of Behind Closed Doors, on BEFORE I LET YOU IN
“Dark, twisty, and intricately plotted, How I Lost You kept me glued to the pages. I read it in one sitting, couldn’t put it down!”
– -A. J. Banner, #1 Kindle and USA Today bestselling author of THE GOOD NEIGHBOR and THE TWILIGHT WIFE
“Susan’s engaging character and the story's well-crafted twists make this an addictive read; a strong recommendation for those who like suspense tinged with a little romance.”
– Booklist
"Captivating."
– Publishers Weekly
"Blackhurst has got the right formula for a clever psychological thriller."
– RT Book Reviews
"A whirlwind story."
– Shelf Awareness
"Books like How I Lost You are the reason I love reading . . . I haven't been this enraptured with a story in years . . . . I didn't have the slightest inkling what was coming. I didn't know who was a culprit, I didn't know anything, and I was so very happy in my ignorance!"
– 5,171 Miles Book Blog
"If you enjoy a book full of twisted suspense that is dark, gripping, and a bit disturbing, go ahead and pick up Jenny Blackhurst's HOW I LOST YOU and add it to your fall line up!"
– The Suspense is Thrilling Me
"A novel that will keep you guessing until the end . . . I recommend this to fans of Ruth Ware and Paula Hawkins."
– The Wit & Wonder Agency
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